Whisker is stupid

[Whiskers [Archive]]

and failing a class. Okay, not failing. I'm getting a C. It's a low C. It's very close to a D. I'm starting to panic about it-- hahahhahaha i have panicked about it. i am panicking. I'm especially panicking because first quarter grades came out and I definitely have a C, so if I want to bring up my overall grade, I have to get like a 99 next quarter which is impossible because I am stupid. or because the class is unfair.

plus i am editor-in-chief of my school newspaper so there's that.

so uhm basically, I don't even know if i can do nanowrimo this year, let alone freaking be active. so i'm sure you all are used to not seeing me by now. that's going to continue for a while. i love you all to death but I'm probably not going to get into Honors programs for colleges now, which means that I might not get money, which means that I won't be able to afford to go to college, which means that I'm screwed. So. I really got to fix that.

Adieu, my darling ones. I love you all so much.

[Cloudbat]

Wait so. You're leaving permanently? Or just for a while? You confuse me.

[Whiskers [Archive]]

it's an indefinite absence. I hope to come back, and I'll pop in at random times and whenever you guys NEED me, like for a gingerstar/finchpaw post. i can handle that. but besides that i'm a little akfd;jaldkfjalkdfjad.

[Cloudbat]

Okay...so should I consider all the rest of your cats inactive?

[Glowy]

I'll miss you, Whiskers (heck, it's not even future tense- you're missed now), but your future is more important than what I would like. You do whatever you need to do. I'll always be here for you; you know that, right? If you need anything at all, ever, you know how to contact me. <3

-hugs-